Wednesday 12th September 2007

Well today is the day I guess that I am finally going to quit pissing around and get on with sorting myself out.

When you get to the point that you feel so ugly and fat and frumpy then it is time to do something about it, I have been feeling this way for a while a lot of years but could just never do it, call it lack of enthusiasm or laziness I don't know maybe I just didn't want it bad enough.

So I have decided that it is now or never, I now know it is not going to happen overnight there is no quick fix it didn't happen overnight and it won't be fixed overnight, I think recognizing this is the first part of dealing with this.

So from now on I will be going for a walk just a little to start and then work up to more as I get fitter, have to learn how to walk before you can run.